White Elephants, Gray lines, Black houses

I cant feel you anymore
with this storm over me
I cant see you anymore
youre only a dead-thought memory

Im moving into the darkness
I'll hide myself there for now
I'll come out in a moment
if i can remember my way out

Resign. Sitting at a stop sign.
Undefined. I drew myself a thin line.
and never let you cross.
And not its my loss.
I dont know if i can ever take you back
Can you take me back?

I built walls to become mountains
I would never let you climb
I built rivers out of fountains
so you could never ask me why

So ask me why.

Ask me why.

Why?

My reasons are excuses
my biggest fear is the truth
Im too afraid that lies will keep me
but the truth will rid me of you